My Condition

Lyrics: Brian St Croix

My condition can compare to an apparition floating there

Long ago I was a child pictures tell me I once smiled

They’ve become the only crutch when so much has begun to rust

As the day breaks and the sun begins to shine a bird calls from a branch of a leaf that has died

To have another weapon that gets me through

Through me into something somewhere beyond you

Here’s my heart so lost today

I’ll sweat till the end of this road

Here’s my heart so lost today

Melt into the dirt till the wind blows me away

If I could push my hands down deep inside touch something closer to life

Rub the bitter sharpness off my eyes and exhale

Maybe I would feel alive

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